the kind that labors your breathing & makes it hard to have an appetite.
i've been exercising the muscles in my eyes, trying my hardest not to let a tear fall.
im too G for that...right?
cuz i promised myself i would never cry again. i hate it.
i internally bash myself because i feel like crying is weak.
but sometimes the hurt builds up a little too much.
my external armor has started to weaken a bit.
today is that day. the nail was def put in the coffin & i see that this is clearly dead.
ouch.com
now i realize that perhaps all i need is one good cry.....
let it all out.
frustration. misunderstanding. hurt. confusion. disappointment. anger. resentment.
time to purge.
don't bother me, im crying.
xoxo,
MiaMcK
2 comments:
when my mom said this, i thought of your blog and you.
“You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.”
i am def feeling how very true that is.
*sigh*
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